Archive for June, 2008

Who says…

Who says “a thing of beauty is a joy forever”…when every beautiful flower I have seen had faded away sooner or later…

says “nothing lasts forever”…when change is a permanent pain that keeps haunting me over and over…

Who says “time heals every pain”…when every time ‘moving on’ is something that I’ve had to feign…

Who says “ignorance is bliss”…when I’ve always been hurt more for being oblivious…

Who says “dreams are necessary to life”…when all that my dreams cause to me is darkness and grief…

Who says “love is blind”…when I’ve experienced that love can clearly see through my heart and mind…

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Moonlit Walk…

On a cold and flurry moonlit night,
We went for a stroll on the seaside site.
I felt so strange and found it hard to start a talk,
You said right things to ease me up during our walk.

I hiked on all those snowy, icy, slippery rocks,
You held my hands so I don’t trip on the shaky blocks.
I looked at you with a grateful smile,
You lost your way gazing into my eyes for a while.

We discussed everything near and far…
We even pondered facts that seem too bizarre…
We talked about everything big and small…
We got along well all in all…

I wanted to say how lucky and ecstatic you made me feel,
Your friendly traits and serene gestures made me heal.
Your hands in mine was all enough to enthuse me.
Your rational beliefs and rebellious outlook enthralled me.

I felt like finally all my dreams were coming true…
You made me appreciate life again, after what I went through…
I was drawn to you, yeah I know, you could see…
Oh well, you touched my soul, can’t you see…

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What do I do…

…when I want to cry out loud, but tears refuse to give my way
…when I want to smile, but my lips experience no sway

…when I want to sleep in ignorance, but reality is the dream I see
…when I want to wake up to bliss, but chaos is all there can be

…when I want to hold you in my arms, but you never come by
…when I want to hold your hand, but there is only empty space nearby

…when I want to speak up, but there is no one to listen to me
…when I want to be left in silence, but everyone is in a festivity spree

…when I want to hide my pain, but you see me moan
…when I want to bury your worries, but you won’t let go

…when I want to see the perfect one in you, but my mind hasn’t opened up from the past
…when I want you to wait & not turn back, but time has played its game & now I’m lost

What do I do when I tried hard, but it still wasn’t hard enough?

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He made my day!!!

He was cute, he was curious, he was full of life, he was all smily-smily, and he was different. His smile was all that I could’ve wished for yesterday!!!

It was a usual Monday with many unusual things happening around me. I was exhausted by the time I got out of work in the evening. I had to buy something, so I decided to go shopping. But again, couldn’t find what I really wanted – what a bummer!!! It was around 8PM when I realized I was too tired roaming the streets looking for that one perfect thing I wanted to buy…so I went to the T-stop and took the train – I decided to go home, have dinner, catch up with friends and sleep…

This is when I saw him…

He was right there, sitting in front of me… I didn’t notice him for the first few minutes… I caught a glimpse of him when I heard some noise, someone dropped something… His eyes were so vibrant… I didn’t want to take my eyes off of his, but then I had to; I didn’t wanna creep him out by starring at him the whole time… I kept gazing him every few seconds during my 10 minute train ride… He was just soooo sweet, anyone would’ve done the same thing…

His eyes portrayed a perfect picture of happiness and his smile depicted a content individual… I was awestruck – the curiosity I saw in his eyes, the enthusiasm I felt from his looks – wow, it is just too wonderful to be captured in words… I can’t explain what was special abt him or his eyes or his smile, but there was something out of the ordinary… I was actually kinda glad that things didn’t go too well all day, ‘cause now I was able to enjoy those few minutes in the train starring at him… If it were just another usual day, then who knows, I might not have paid attention to him!!!

Thanks to whoever you are – you made my day yesterday!!! I had a peaceful sleep last nite (even after having a long bad day!) and I’m gonna give you credit for that… I wish to see you again sometime and this time I will make sure I tell your parents what an adorable toddler you are!!! All kids are adorable and cute, but you were just a lot cuter 🙂

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